GMATS: The good, the bad and the ugly

Many times we conceive a goal, get super excited at the thought of the outcome and then boom! Reality dawns on us when the challenges start to creep in. That’s a lot of our story. This was my story with the all glorifying GMAT exams.

I have always known I wanted to get a doctorate degree, after my masters, it was clear I wanted to go to a business school for that. With business school comes the GMAT. After writing the GRE 2 years earlier with a whooping result that sent my confidence level below zero, I knew I needed a plan. Joan being a master planner, always full of optimism set out to conquer the GMAT. I registered for an online on-demand course in the US.

I was without a job and I had the confidence that I would study for 3months and hit the 700 hurdle. After 3 months with my simulation exams, I was barely pulling 500 points. Damn, I was disappointed in myself. I had heard all the cliches and meme of the GMAT. I was mentally ready but my intellect was failing me. Then I gave myself the excuse that I was worried about my job situation.

I finally dropped the study for GMAT. As I write this, I haven’t written the GMAT but I still hold on to that goal. I got a job and 3 months after settling in I started the craziness again. Retook the on-demand program, thought and supped in the GMAT but never sacrificed my night sleep. As many of you know I love my night sleep.

The GMAT became my addiction. I wanted to write it at all cost, I would usually dream all night about the exam. Then, I decided to start activities that would help improve my mental agility. I registered for gym, dance classes and even started doing calculations mentally. Up Until now, I have written over 30 essays, solved over 1300 quantitative and verbal reasoning.

Albeit I intend to write the GMAT in March and I am not certain I would hit the 700 score point, this journey has taught me a lot about myself. I have come to understand that my grit, tenacity and optimism are my biggest strength. In my journey, I discovered the book called “The Power of Now” by the spiritual leader Eckhart Tolle. This book is so far the deepest spiritual book I have come across. During my interaction with an 85 Year old friend, at the mention of “ The Power of Now”, he was so excited I knew about the book that he recommended another amazing book” Living Budha Living Christ”. I am excited to share them with my book club.

I have learnt deep concepts like the death of oneself, pain body, the ever-present you, Being. Like a joke, I can separate my Being and sit watch my thoughts like a spirit. Lmao. That was a joke. But am getting there. That would be my Eureka moment !!!!

Take away’s from my experience that you can apply to any exam you want to conquer.

  1. Have a plan. Failing to plan is planning to fail.
  2. Get a structured course. It could be online or in person.
  3. Do the GMAT every day- For other exams, practise the exam everyday.
  4. Keep error logs and try to master the errors and correction. Know why you failed it and what you should have done differently. It is better to solve 1 problem 1000 times than to solve 1000 problems 1 time.
  5. Join a community. You would find similar people in the same boat. For the GMAT- http://gmatclub.com/?fl=menu.
  6. Imbibe GMAT into your daily activities. Speaking, writing, analyzing and what a view.
  7. Know the exam structure and the time requirement.
  8. Take simulation exams to get your mind prepared and familiar with the exam. But ensure you revise the concepts you failed.
  9. Pray Pray Pray.
  10. Never Give up.

Some amazing quotes in the GMAT club forum that gave me hope to include:

  • The only time you can lose is when you give up. Try hard and you will succeed.
  • GMAT is not an Exam… it is a war …. Let’s Conquer!!!
  • GMAT is not a game for losers, and the moment you decide to appear for it you are no more a loser……..IT’S A BRAIN GAME
  • I am not born to be a GENIUS nor a GMATTER. If you are struggling, we are in the same boat. Fight to the last!!
  • When you want to succeed as bad as you want to breathe, then you’ll be successful.” – Eric Thomas
  • The path is long, but self-surrender makes it short; the way is difficult, but perfect trust makes it easy.
  • Life’s battle doesn’t always go to stronger or faster men; but sooner or later the man who wins is the one who thinks he can.”
  • For every person who doesn’t try because he is afraid of losing, there is another person who
    keeps making mistakes and succeeds.
  • When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it. – Henry Ford
  • The Moment You Think About Giving Up, Think Of The Reason Why You Held On So Long
  • The heights by great men reached and kept were not attained by sudden flight, but they, while their companions slept, were toiling upward in the night. -H.W. Longfellow
  • Many people dream but some people wake up and work towards it.

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